wondering...

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Something is going on... but I haven't been able to figure out what. When I make an attempt to seek out the information that I am looking for, I see this wall. As if someone has set up a block around it and won't let me know what happened.

Gabriel has been acting a bit oddly as well. I see him casting glances at Sanura. he cuddles up against me and gets ... well.. he seems hurt if I don't exactly return the affection right away. He has even asked me if I really do love him.

I wouldn't have given up everything if I didn't...

Thought sometimes I can't help but wonder if we did not do what we did out of the sheer lust of each other. He likes variety. I can give it to an extent. Blake was really my first... So all I learned... I learned from him... and the tips my sister gave me. Since Gabriel and I have been together, she doesn't really talk much to me... Not exactly sure if it's because she doesn't like me much anymore or if it is something else altogether. I have to admit... if it wasn't for some of the things she said- I never would have known some of what I could do when I am with him.

Which sounds really wrong...

I can't expect her to tell me the secrets to work his body any more...

They were gone awhile at the courthouse to finalize their divorce. When they came back, both seemed lost in thought. He tells me nothing much happened except the splitting of everything. She has this odd lost look in her eyes. I saw her discussing something with our mother later on but she kept her thoughts and their conversation veiled from me so I could not figure out what it was about. I only know that it has to be something dealing with Gabriel. It worries me because they got a spellbook out soon after and began looking something up...

I guess they found it and my sister was not exactly happy with what was found. Ori was gone and so she left the room... has been in her room ever since.

Which leaves me wondering about them... Gabriel was supposed to be talking to Ori about moving forward with Sanura. I don't think they have had time to have that chat. Even still... I am not sure if he ever really will.. even if Gabriel and I spring the surprise wedding on them...

Something is really off in the Hart mansion... and only time will tell if it will ever be okay here....

posted by Lady Aurora Phoenix @ 3:24 PM Comments: 0