Conflictions....

(RP) Angel is barely keeping her nerves in check. She’s anxious and excited at the same time. She can’t wait for this moment. TV crews are every where. People running all over the place, decorations barely staying where they have been put. The twins are all over the place too.

But that isn’t all….
In all the mayhem going on, I run into him…

Gabriel…

It takes a lot for me not to stare at him. I am a married woman. I shouldn’t be feeling the way I do when he is around. It isn’t right… but when he ran his fingers through my hair, I swear I melted… Then he kissed me…

Which … shouldn’t have happened, but even worse, it happened in front of Nakia. I am hoping she forgets- she has a habit of telling her father things…

I sent them to find their cousins to play with and looked back at Gabriel thinking he would just leave… But he tried to kiss me again…

I shouldn’t have done what I did… but he followed me to my room so we could have some privacy… I meant to tell him we couldn’t do this… but the minute he held me close and kissed me again, I lost all sense of right and wrong… we wanted each other… plain and simple…

Ra… what have I done… v.v

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(side) With the confusion of everything going on, I seemed to have lost track of everyone. Even Gabriel disappeared on me. So I had nothing to do but think… A lot has happened… I don’t even know where to begin. With nothing to do, no one really to talk to- all I do is sit and concentrate. So more visions come to me. I saw when the darkness overwhelmed Angel’s gentle heart. She was weakened by her heartbreak when Orifiel confessed he loved Kay more than her. She risked so much in just allowing him to have Rose while he was with herself as well. She never dreamed she would have to share him with a 2nd woman on top of that. Especially one he loved more than she. It was too much for her.

The Power lashed back hard, bringing out the darkness that had been repressed over time in a lot of people, and even reviving others best left for dead. Malcolm took off for Vegas… soon after, Blake followed… Not that it would have mattered I guess.. not like we could ever be anything more than friends anyway.. I knew my heart for Gabriel… but I began to wonder if he really loved me… or if he was fooling himself.

Have I given it all up for nothing?

Those who were snatched away by evil… I only hope can somehow be returned…

posted by Lady Aurora Phoenix @ 1:15 PM Comments: 0