Sunday, October 01, 2006

Truth revealed...

Yes, that is right..
I finally told mother who I have been seeing.
...

And she was okay with it. cautious yes, and she warned me it could be a ruse to get at my father, but she ended with telling me that as long as he makes me happy then she will support us.

Now if only 'Kura could talk to my father...

He seems concerned with ... *closes eyes* Malik's... disappearance. I say good riddance. I can't stand having him around. I feel completely weak and have no control of anything. the longer he stays gone the better I will be.

Still, I have had some strange dreams... A man with golden eyes... I feel his hands on me as they push me and then suddenly I am falling... I see water.. blurred vision as if I am looking at the sky from under the water's surface. I see anger, bitterness, and jealousy. I see a terrible battle... I see things that scare me...
But i know that 'Kura will always be here for me, with me. Whatever happens we will get through it together.